I wish we can illuminate racism, I think it is destroying a lot, not just someone's feelings but their lives. I wish we could just all get a long and not judge each other based on looks, gender, race religion, or beliefs.
Racism has not just destroyed friends and families but it has perished innocent lives of women and children, I wish we could overcome this and just respect everyone and their belief's.
I guess you can say racism is like bullying it is not right! Nobody deserves it and we should do something to put and end to it, except that a lot of people can not find the difference between Hindu, Muslim, Sikh and Buddhist. I think if others were to learn some what of these religions it would have a huge affect on racism it would change for the better.
Today me and Liz make a month together and its be going good so far we be together sense the 5th so its a month today and im happy to be with her she makes me happy we been having fun together we been going out and having fun I been going to her house.
I ment her hole family and they are really cool to have in my family her mom is really cool and I like her and the dad is mean but I dont blame him because thats his job is to make there safe.
Today is going to be and great because me and liz are together and its a month today and im so happy I love her so much and she dont even no.
This weekend is going to be a busy. Tomorrow is my nephews girls baby shower. I have to help with that. I also have to go to practice for my nieces 15nera. The girls have to go shopping for the dress and heels. We are also going to make the tuttis have very you spell that. Thats going to take a while. Me and my oldest bro are going to start making the thing that my niece is going to do her main entrance. My bro is making it and im decrorating it.
Also ima go visit my grandma to see how she's doing. Im also going to go pick up some shirts I ordered with this one guy. For my nieces 15 and also some shirts I got for me and my boyfriend. I dont know what else ima do but things always come up. Oh and I am going to go with my nephew Jordan and my lil nephew Carlitos to go pick up the cake all the way to Madera.
I cant remember what else I might do. Thats all I think...
Yesterday wen I got home from school Instead of going striaght to my room and laying down, I got home and I went to my back yard to look at my dog. It was pretty wired because I hardly go to my back yard only if need to. But yesterday that was the first thing I did.
I opened the door and my dog was at the door already. I started to pet it and then I checked if it had food. It had a little bit of food but it had no water. I put on my shoes to go to the back yard to go give it food.
Wen I get home and dont do wat I normaly do, my day goes buy faster. Wen I do , do wat I normaly do my day goes buy normal. I like keeping my self busy at times. like if am waiting for something durring the week, I like to keep busy so that my time can just fly.
Last night, I couldn't sleep I had a nightmare of a creepy old lady. I was so frightened that I couldn't see her face. All I knew is that she roomed around a dark alley were she lost her baby. She always roomed the alleys at midnight in search of her baby yelling out Were is my baby?!!!
I was scared when I awoke from my nightmare is it because I watch a lot of scary movies? Or is it because it's true who knows. I awoke at 3 a.m in the morning frightened just thinking who was she or why I had the dream. But, it finally came to me it was all a folk tale my uncle told me. After, that I was relieved I went back to sleep and just realized it was a tall tale.
Me like anybody else i know people would be like why am I having this dream?. I really wanted to know how did the lady die or how she lost her baby. I might have to do some search or something, because I can't still get that folk tale off my head. I'm really interested in tall tales half of them are based on real live stories.
Let me tell you about the time I lost my pet Iguana. My iguana's name is Pancho. This was about three days ago. I was cleaning my room so I took Pancho out of he's cage so that he could walk around or something. I wasn't going to be attending him so i ask'd my little brother to keep an eye on him. 20 minutes later i come back and ask my little brother named Alexander were my baby Pancho was. He responds with a I don't know last time I saw him he was right there. I was very mad at him. I look'd every were for him I completely destroy'd my mom's room and my room. I even destroy'd the living room just looking for him. I also look'd for Pancho on a big tree we have in our back yard. It was easy to get up the tree but hard to get down. The tree was like 20 feet off the ground so I had to jump off. Later my mom showed up and say'd that he'll come out later because he's sed to being fed to. The next day when I came out of school my mom said to me that she found him on my bed. I knew he was looking for me because every time he's hungry he goes up my bed and sets on top of me when am watching tv like if he knows am going to gin=ve him food. when I give him food we just craws down my bed and climbs up a plastic tree I have in the corner of my room.
When i was in middle school i fractured my collar bone. There were like ten of us wanting to play football. So as we are playing the sun is up and making it very hot. One of the advisors there was playing with us.
My friend didn't want to run the ball so i told him i would. As i get the ball i start running to the right not knowing how much rocks were that way. This one guy was chasing me and i stepped in gofer hole which made me slow down so he tackled me. As i get up it hurts to move my hand up or down so i kept it crossed my stomach.
So im standing their with a fractured collar bone cussing because it bothered me that i couldn't move it. The advisor drove me home and from there i had to wait like three hours before going to the hospital. When i get there they did what they had to do and gave me like a big body brace that would adjust my bone. So ever since then my collar bone sometimes irratates me.
I am so happy that that it's Friday and it has been tough for me because I have been in the Doctor and Hospital this week. I got really sick and it hasn't been easy now I come back I feel pretty good but now I have to make up all the work that I wasn't here for 2 days its going to be a long day. I hope I get back on track and I pick up my grades and I am not so behind. I don't want to be behind because I have been having good grades.
I think I am not going out this weekend because I need to rest but I am probably thinking of going out. I think it should be nice if I go and get distracted and have some time for myself. I think it would be nice to go shopping that that's my thing to do. Also, I think it would want to be with my mom because she's been there in my worst times.
I love my mom and when I was sick she was there for me and I am hoping she rests too it was a long week for her. I have to admit my family and friends supported me a lot and didn't put me down. I love them and I am thankful for a wonderful family and friends. I am happy and I have been feeling better after all this.
What I did in the month of March
Well march was a very good month, I had a great time with my family and we were all happy. On the first weekend we went to visit my sister in Ontario which was very nice because we had a pretty long time without seeing her. The second and third week we didn't do much we basically just stayed home watching movies and things like that. The last week was very good not only because of the spring break but also because we went to visit my godfather, my nino Guille. It was a very nice month for all of our family and I hope that there is more months like this in the future.
When we went to Ontario to visit my sister I also saw my old friends. It was very nice to have seen them even if I didn't see them all. I was actually shocked when I saw my sister because she got so fat, I know that she's pregnant but I still think that she got very fat. It was very nice to have gone visited my fat sister and my old friends.
When I went to visit my godfather, my nino Guille, was very cool because I didn't see him since my 14th birthday. His name is Guillermo but everybody calls him Guille, he's a very nice and a extremely funny guy. I enjoyed seeing him after a long time of not seeing him. It was a very good night and I wish to see him very soon. Wells thats what I did in the month of March.
Im glad that this week went by fast so I can go back to sleep in. Next week I'm going to go to Vegas for the first time in my life and I hope everything goes good. Im going with my friend Jake and his mom we are staying for 3 days on the strip. Im going to miss my sisters and parents though.
My family reunion is coming up in May 25 I can't wait for that because all my family is going to together. Well we got closer now but this time its going to way better because every single one is going to be there and its my grandpa birthday. We going to have bunch of food there, everybody is going to take there own food and my dad is going to BBQ.
When I am older I really hope to be a successful music producer. I hope to be one of the top producers because that is my dream and I don't want it for the money; I want it because this is what I love to do. There will always be those people who are gonna try and out me down but I just have to ignore that kind of stuff because it could be a real serious distraction. I am really a self learner so I could myself a lot of stuff but yes it easier to be taught.
I am hoping to attend this college in North Hollywood because it is a really beautiful place and the school is really nice. What I also like about this is that there are not that much student in each class. They Audio Director told me that there would only be about 17 people in each class. It is going to be nice also because I'll be in a student home and he said it was really nice.
People will not get in my way and I will not be by anybody's side who doubts me. This will be difficult but I am ready to do this and the main thing I can't do is be lazy because I got to get on the ball. I am hoping that I have fun while I work hard.
If I were rich I wouldn't just think about my self. I'd look for needy people or efficient charities. Sure I would get expensive cars and a huge house and waste money on partying, but, I wouldn't spend it all on luxury. I'd rather have my fun, but, at the same time help anyone in need.
If I were rich I'd help people because I think if you've been blessed then you should bless someone else. If I had enough money I'd help out schools with no books or art programs, to try to encourage kids to dream beyond their reality. If I were rich I'd be generous, but still spend a lot of money on myself.
One day when I went home I went to my back yard instead of going in ma house. My dog was in the back yard waiting for me I didn't know why but he was. When I started to look at my phone he started to bark at that was weird he never barks at me. I looked at him and he put his head down and I looked at his plate of food and bowl of water and they were both empty!
I couldn't believe it, my mom or my dad would feed him while I'm at school but today was different. My mom and dad did not feed my dog. I got so mad that I wanted to sock the wall with my hand. So I went to go get the dog food, and some water, to give to my dod. When I had gotten back he started to eat the dog food like if it was nothing, no chewing or anything, just swallowing.
So later on that day he was all happy that I fed him his food or he probably would have starved the whole day and me and him went walking and started to bark at all the other dogs.
My nephew is two years old and will turn three in less then two months. I could say my nephew is the one person that can make me happy no matter how bad of a day I am having. I love every moment I spend with him. He is so hilarious and has me laughing the whole time I am with him.
I can't get him in trouble when he is doing something bad because I will feel bad. I get mad at my sister when she gets him in trouble even though he did something wrong. I can't stand it when people get my nephew in trouble. One time when my nephew got sick he had to go to the hospital and my sister had sent me a picture of my nephew tired up and crying because he was so scared, I didn't talk to my sister for a while because of that.
My nephew has been in school for about two weeks already and he absolutely loves school. He is the youngest kid in his class and the teacher says he is a genius. He wasn't potty trained when he went in but now he doesn't use diapers or pees at night. My nephew is a smart kid and also, the teacher says he uses bigger words then all the other older kids there. I love my nephew and am happy to have him around so much.
One day I was watching movies with my sister and mom.when we all went to sleep which was like at two in the morning I was and I couldn't go to sleep.After I had finally been able to sleep O had this weird ass dream where this little girl was going around with a knife and killing everybody.
When I woke up from my horrific dream i woke up sleeping and literally crying cause I was like six.The weird thing about this nightmare is that for several days I had thought that my nightmare was real and that somebody was going to come out of nowhere and kill me.After I woke up I think I had woken up everybody in my family but they just didn't tell me.
After I had that whole bad nightmare expierience I swear i didn't watch horror movies for about two months.Every time that some one would tell me that we were ging to watch a movie I would always ask if it was a horror cause if it was I swear I wouldn't watch it.My mom made fun of me for like those two whole months but after a while she just forgot about it.